It seems to be a difficult day so far. Day 10 of the Pre-Op diet. Last night I was grumpy and tired with a headache. I wanted to eat as if eating would take care of those problems. I did not give in to temptation. Then I went to bed cold. I woke up very early, cold. Turns out the temp dipped low last night and we were still set to A/C. This morning I've been groggy and cold. And now I feel deep in me a smoldering anger or frustration. I'm just not sure why!
I wonder if a low calorie, high protein diet effects my post-menopausal ability to warm my body? Maybe I'm just cold. And without caffeine. Maybe this is about caffeine withdrawal?
I think a bit of it is impatience. Will Monday and surgery and an end to this Pre-Op diet never come?
I guess there is more stress in me right now than I realized!
Venting helped. A little.
What did David do when he was frustrated with Saul? He vented to Gid. Then he listened. Then he worshipped the Most High. I will do as David did. Off to listen and worship now.
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